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11.05.2024
I am hurt. Same feeling when someone you love breaks your heart. I thought she was completely forgetting himm. I am wrong. The way she talk about him is different. She is so cheerful. And I never make her so cheerful like he did.
This is my fault. I expect something from her while previously I expect nothing.
#diarynta#70,730,617text11.03.2024
This feeling hurts meh so bad. I know that the best situation is she live with him, but I arrogantly want her to live with me.
#diarynta#64,013,549text11.03.2024
Gave her an advice to destroy myself 🙃.
#diarynta#64,013,548text11.03.2024
It has been a while eh. I am fully conscious that she loves him so much and I am just a filler in her little space. He will never be replaced no matter how hard I tried.
#diarynta#64,012,473text07.02.2024
I don't need compliment other than from you.
#diarynta#60,028,902textmint1,000..bet#59,148,464brc-20mint1,000..420#59,086,081brc-2015.01.2024
Since the beginning of that moment, I don't even have a slight thought that she must give me the same feeling. I don't know if my feeling would be this deep. I am never so attached that if someone you love get hurt, you'll be broken. It just happened to me though... I wish that I could share a hug and tears with her
#diarynta#55,469,127textdayinta.bits#55,457,614text09.01.2024
We have different taste of music, yet we share the same language of love
We live with different person, yet we share the same feeling
We can laugh, cry and talk without any boundaries
We would, if We could turned back the time
#diarynta#54,018,545text08.01.2024
I didn't go to the office, but surprisingly managed to meet her for dinner. She looks gorgeous as always. We entered a Korean restaurant, and I barely spoke or initiated the conversation. Instead, I listened, amazed by how she talks and the expressiveness in her eyes. One hour felt like minutes, and it was time to say goodbye.
She held my hand, kissed my shoulder, and I spontaneously kissed her cheek. I can still remember exactly how soft her face is.
#diarynta#53,956,029text07.01.2024
I am so glad on that day, when I expressed my feeling on way back her home after the lunch. Honestly I expect nothing since we belong to someone else. For me, seeing her every morning in the office is enough to turn cloudy sky into the blue and I see everyone is smiling at me while I know they are not.
Just tonight she texted me her feeling and told me not to change the way I look. Told her earlier that I wanted to change my hair color, but she would rather wait until my hair grey and old.
#diarynta#53,639,265text06.01.2024
Tell me everything you want
Cause this feeling won't change until the sun rises from the west
Cry as hard as you can
Cause my shoulder is exist only for you
#diarynta#53,428,985text05.01.2024
It has been two weeks since my love-confess to her. We are getting close thereafter, sharing our personal life story, past and whatever we have in mind when four eyes meet.
I personnaly feel that every second is so precious when I meet her. If I could, I would pause the time just to look into her eyes and listen to what she says.
To me, she is the best present ever existed in my life.
#diarynta#53,426,623text28.12.2023
Thank you for accepting the light of trust inside my darkness.
#diarynta#52,570,233text31.12.2023
She sent me her writing...
Part 1 of 2
End of 2023
I've never had a man like you, and never will. Tho' we find each other like this, I am so grateful. Tho' it's a little too late, I want to cherish you forever. Because what we have right now, it is so beautiful.
#diarynta#52,563,818text31.12.2023
She sent me her writing...
Part 2 of 2
But it is okay to lose you, I am telling myself it is okay.
We can be "strangers" again, but I will remember that those days, and those times, when we valued each other, side by side-I told you that your sight calms me, and you told me "it is all about you". It's all that matter.
#diarynta#52,553,724text26.12.2023
Seeing you healthy and happy is priceless for me.
#diarynta#51,982,174text27.12.2023
My love feeling to you is the first by its kind.
#diarynta#51,981,810text25.12.2023
Ma Day.
That's the nick name I used to call her, and will be forever.
I am the one who will continue holding you tightly
When you wonder if I could turn away
I am the one who will calm the storm
So you can keep walking
I am your man
#diarynta#51,459,910textregmaday.sats#51,456,767sns21.12.2023
Told her that I love her, unfortunately via text. The reaction was neutral.
#diarynta#51,202,817text22.12.2023
Finally has the opportunity to express my feeling face to face. Picked her up for lunch and basically re-do what I told her yesterday. The discussion was so intense, almost 3 hours felt like 5 minutes or so. I am glad that I can release what I have been kept for three months in my chest. Told her that I do not need love feedback. What I do to her is purely something that makes me happy. If so many people are willing to do anything at any cost for happiness, what I do is loving her sincerely.
#diarynta#51,197,529textmint8,888.88km#50,974,654brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,653brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,652brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,651brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,650brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,649brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,648brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,647brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,974,646brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,281brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,280brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,274brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,273brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,268brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,263brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,262brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,261brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,256brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,254brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,246brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,245brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,243brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,241brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,239brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,238brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,236brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,227brc-20mint8,888.88km#50,971,226brc-20